always in my heart.

				You
				by jenawin
				ocean waves wash my soul cleanse me of your smile and the memory of ten fingers entwined forever in a hopeless wish

Clutch...Dodge Swinger

Well 2 weekends ago we went to Portland. I got tickets to see Clutch..(one of Chris' favorite bands). It was a total surprise. I told him we were going to Medford to see a play in Ashland. He was less then excited. The day we were leaving I told him that we were actually going to Portland. Once we got there then I shared the good stuff. We were going to see Clutch. He was so excited. It is weird. We were at the concert and he was so happy. Totally taking in every word they were singing. I was standing back just watching. I loved the look on his face. Pure Joy. That was the look that I remember from many years ago. Happiness...It was the best anniversary gift yet I think. We stayed in a hotel on Burnside...yikes I know. But it was pretty cool. It had a hair salon and a tattoo parlor on site. Which is totally our style. The rooms were all mod decor. I loved it. Things have been going pretty well since then. Sometimes you just need a break from everyday life.
Its funny, Chris started listening to Clutch when his friend told him about one of their songs that talks about a Dodge Swinger...which is the type of car I had then. Since then he has been hooked. And I have to say I like them too. I try to keep that a secret..just so I can mix up the music we listen to...but I think he knows I like them now.



my car looked just like this one...minus the white stripe on the butt. I loved that car. I almost cried when I had to sell it. Really loved it.

Life

Well I have decided to start looking for a job. I think I need to get out of the house and have normal conversations with people. well you know what I mean. What I want to do, don't know. I think anything at this point would be okay. I was filling out a survey the other day and it asked what I want to be when I grow up. Well to say the least...I had a complete blank. Not one thing came to mind. UGH. This blog is already starting to sound like the others... I think I would have a better idea if I could take some classes or something to get my mind thinking again. But that would take money..which we don't have much of while I don't work. So here were are at the beginning of the circle again. Okay so I love doing crafts...being creative...making things makes me a proud person. So if anyone has any suggestions....let me know. Maybe I am just being negative....I need outside opinions.