Motivation.....Where?

Well here I am. Sitting here. Again. I should be doing all my wife duties...you know.. the "fun stuff"...laundry, dishes, cleaning the floors. Yet no motivation. I think I have a real problem with motivation. In every aspect not just the daily duties. How is it that someone or me want something in their mind so much yet I can't get motivated. At all. I sometimes wonder what is wrong with me. Why don't I have any drive. For my entire life people always ask me what are your goals? I don't know. I have never had any goals that were farther than days away. I don't consider them real goals. In my mind goals are what you want to accomplish in a set amount of time usually a month, months, year, years. Not like next week I am going to paint the bathroom. That is not a real goal to me. I know if you have goals you have something to work towards. Is that the motivation? I believe goals help the motivation. Then again I do I really know. I haven't really had real goals. I never had a goal to go to college. I should have. But didn't. Sometimes I think of how I would like to go now...but for what. I don't know what I am even interested in. If I could go to school for anything what would it be? No clue. Apparently I am indecisive. I don't think of myself like that...but honestly I must be. I think I am easily distracted. It is so frustrating. So basically I need to set some goals. That is something to think about.