So I am working my ass off. 3 jobs. We are getting a ton of stuff taken care of around the house. Well I should say Chris is. I have not been helping too much. I went to see the doctor this week. And I now am on medication for depression. I hope that helps. Anything would be better than this feeling. So again with the poor me story. But I am doing something about it. I also am going to start counseling. That should be interesting. I have never done that and I am alittle worried. Its like you need to talk about things but how do you bring that up. Oh I guess I want to talk about how I hate my life and don't think I can fix it. I guess we will see.
Chris is trying so hard cuz he knows I feel like crap. I have never seen him like this. I appreciate him more and more everyday. He is trying so hard to make things easier on me. One day I will know what I want and know how to get it. Until then...just keep working through all the confusion.
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counseling is f-ing awesome if you get a person you like. if you don't have any luck, i have a girl who adam and i really enjoyed talking with. it really helped us. hope it helps you too, girl.
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