My true love.

I have come to realize that I am deeply in love with my husband. I would do anything for him. For a while I was questioning my feelings for him. And it took a while for me to understand my feelings and questions. But now I know. I love him. I don't want to be with anyone else but him. He cares about me, my feelings. He would never do anything to hurt me intentionally. I love the fact he makes me laugh. I love to laugh and need that in my life. Everything I need he gives me. He gives me happiness. Maybe not with money(even though he does try) but with everything else. He supports me with my craziness. With everything I have been going through, he has stood by me telling me it will be okay. That I will feel better. I think you never really know how much you care for someone until something bad happens. And I am not meaning bad in the way you might think. Like death. But just something. It could only be bad in your head...it just makes you truly know the people that mean the most to you. I couldn't appreciate him any more and for sure not any less. Of course you go through life and think about how you couldn't survive without your loved one. At least I have done that. I try to imagine what my life would be like if the ones I love died. You know that can happen anytime. I know its a little morbid. But it makes things clearer. If you have that feeling in your chest, throat, eyes...you know what I mean. You know that that person means the world to you. I have always got that feeling..of heartache and sadness. And now I know that is a real true feeling. I will never take him for granted. I love him with every part of my body. I could never replace him. I wish he knew how much I love him. But I don't think he does.