Friday, February 1, 2008

Ocean waves....

Okay so I pretty much suck at blogging...one time a month. What can I say. Apparently nothing. Things have been like ocean waves....nice and wonderful to look at from a distance...then when you get closer...you see the gray sky and feel the wind and realize it isn't so great. I am struggling with being a parent and a wife. Not that I don't enjoy it...I do...sometimes. Just like anyone else I am sure. I want to feel the happiness I used to feel. I don't laugh anymore. Not like before. I take things WAY to seriously. I guess it is good that I see that in myself.

Is it just me or is all my blogs depressing and about the same thing? Crap.

1 comment:

paul said...

LOL. Sorry for laughing. it's so true. We generally write when we're in pain. There's something to be said of the way God made man. To feel.. it's alive.

If you force yourself to write even when nothing seems to come out, you'll do it more often. And more stuff will come out.

Do one tomorrow. You'll see. Figure out what you can do to seek out that hapiness. Try lots of things.