Well here is my blog for the second day in a row. I was trying to decide what to write about...which ya all know is hard for me to figure out. So I thought I would add a couple photos from when I was 19. I love these pictures. They remind me of when I was the happiest. I was really thin which made me somewhat happy. I loved shopping at the mission. Every Friday I would bring home a bag of clothes for a dollar. It was great. My converse was the best pair of shoes I have ever owned...I had them from the 9th grade until a couple of years ago...they were perfectly broken in. The sweater I am wearing I bought at the mission it was wool and I washed it...and it shrank the the perfect size...when does that happen? NEVER...
This photo is when I used to model wedding dressesfor my mom. I loved doing that. This dress is the smallest dress I ever fit into..a size 6...so really a size 4. I wish I still looked like that. I think I was kinda hot. Chris did too.. Everyone used to think I was bulimic...I wasn't. I love eating (obvious now) and hate throwing up.
So I guess that can be my new goal. I am trying to watch what I eat...and move more...Which brings me to the weather...why does it have to be rainy...I love walking...but not in the rain.
So basically...this is what I think about...how much my life sucks and how fat I am...god I need a hobby. Sweet.
I will keep you updated on how the food watching goes...usually great for the first couple days...then down hill. Maybe this will help me stay on track.
1 comment:
I like it. Keep going. Good job on using pictures, lol. It works. Don't be down on yourself. Try and blog every couple of days. Yes, I am a hypocrite.
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